Saturday, May 10, 2008
10:39 AM

He chested the ball from a long range cross of shahrudin and hit it first time with a right-footed volley... GOAL! i scored my first league goal. i just recovered from ankle injury and this goal did come at the right time to boost my confident. Building up my fitness back will be next.
New coach,new team,new jersey number, i think i'm loving my position as left-winger. keep it coming.
LIVE LIFE AS IT IS, LIFE IS FREEDOMLet my heart speak to you like it never did before, it might just be words but my words are real and pure. When I speak to you, yes I am very sure. No doubt, for that.
So listen closely. It’s you that I’m writing for.
Never ever once, I take you for granted. I've let my feelings out to you, that I am pleased. It doesn't matter what your decision is. You can't force yourself to fall in love as it is. Much of the confession, yet another confession.
I treasure the moment we spent together but the thing is, I don't live in the past.
I just miss it, a hell of a lot. Even though how greatly I missed the past, and i know that i can't possibly go back to where it had all started. The most I could do is, just to miss it and play it in my mind. Now, I wished that I have a time machine whereby I could rewind back to where our great memories once started. But, I know that sooner or later we'll be looking back on everything, and we'll laugh like how we knew what was happening all along. And someday, we might listen to what people have to say. But for now, we'll make it by learning the hard way though it’s much too far away.
From the past I learnt where my mistakes lies, and to the future, I am going to mend those broken pieces and start all over anew knowing that I can prove to them that they are wrong in misjudging me back then. I knew I brought it upon myself, but somehow, people do change in every other ways; for the future.
Take the lead, be a man. By letting go of her. When that perfect one day comes, I hope you will realize everything, on who that has been there for you all along, and who has not been there for you. And by then, you will be awakened by the truth. No, I won’t let my words be the reason why you’re feeling guilty after you have finished reading it. I’m just letting out whatever that has been in my heart, for as long as I can. But now, I’m sorry I couldn't’t go on anymore. I need to tell you all these, because it’s you, all along. Never has been anyone else, believe me. If you come back into my arms, then I do believe in karma.
Nevertheless it's over anyway, I’m glad I could take the big blow. There is no point in hatred and vengeance. Love and kindness are never wasted, for they will always make a difference somehow. Just remember that, if one day that I am gone, you’ll always be my number one through good or bad times that we had been through, all along. Thank you for everything that you had given me all along and ever since.
This melancholy word of wisdom is for you, sincerely deep down from my heart.
I'll have to move on with life, though it will be the hardest thing that I can do.
Be it, I will keep on moving to wherever it might take me to. Just so you know, nobody can replace you. Because, it’s you, it’s you who makes my life complete.
Without you, I feel really, really incomplete.
just one thing ; remember me as your true friend since 251106, it's good enough for me.If you love someone really bad, sacrifice your love and let her/him be. If she/he comes back to you, it means that she/he’s yours for your lifetime and forever.
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